Guys, Don't give up on your life!

First of all I want to give you guys an update of what is going on with fanfics. I am very happy that you like my latest Hetaliaxreader series so far Because of how popular it seems to be, I will try to make as many parts as I can. So each part might be a little short so it will make it easier for me to do more parts. Before I write the next part I need to to a little request that I got a few weeks ago. It is a Pirate!Spainxreader oneshot, since it is pirate theme which is my favourite I want to wait until I have the right motivation to start. I'll see if I can finnish it until next week at leats. And tomorrow my winter holiday will start which means no school work until 7th of January :'D (whoop!)

Alright there is one thing that I have stumble up on on many people's da pages about their life. Many of us and I think it is typical us teenage girls. That we feel lonely, depressed and other stuff like that which makes us unhappy and sort of feel lost in this world. What I believe is that we compare our lives with others like our friends or maybe celebrities. We have to live up to these expectations. For example I am 17 and people might think of me that I have many friends, that I go to parties on the weekends, i have the perfect boyfriend and I smoke every now and then. These things piss me off a lot and of course NONE of these things that I mentioned here are true about me. Why can't people understand that everyone live their own lives? As a always say to myself "I live my life by my own rules, not anyone else's" No one should interfere with my life or yours!. 

My life isn't perfect but that doesn't mean that it will always be like that. One smart woman once said "You have at least 70 years left of your life" Get it? 70 years left! So don't feel bad that you have no reason to live on this planet! or that your life sucks. Who knows how your life will be in 10-20 years. You maybe have moved to your favourite country for either study or work. 

When I started to write fanfics was during my most deppressing state in my life. I was so depressed back then, I felt bad. The only thing that made me feel better was Hetalia and all the fanfics that I red so I just wanted to do my own. You guys made my day whenever I saw comments and how many who have red and faved every part. And of course I am still happy about the positive feedback I get <3 And this made my life so much easier to live, especially that time. That it was worth to wake up every morning and knowing I have to write a fanfics. 

So, don't foucs on how your life is! If it is horrible now, trust me it will be better. It has to be!. Focus on things that YOU love. Don't care of what other people thinks! They are not worth it.  

Something that I have learnt which has also made me think of things differently is that sometimes things happens for a reason. It just wasn't ment to be for me to do my two last years in high school in normal public schools (home schooled here) or that It wasn't ment to be that I still have contact with my old friends. 

So please don't think too much! Focus on things that you like to do and don't get too hooked up on social media and see pictures of how other people are doing. It's their life, not yours! In the end, it's your life that matters. Life is all about meeting new people and have something worth to fight for (Hp reference shot!) And you all deserve a happy and healthy life! <3 Life is an adventure and be happy that you live here, who knows what adventures are waiting for you behind the door. And you are not alone about thinking about all these things

Take a deep breath and listen to this wonderful relaxing music with all the amazing pictures <3

Take care everyone and remember that you are all unique and awesome